Friday, November 22, 2013

Typhoon Haiyan: Bagyong Yolanda



       Typhoon ‘Yolanda,’ one of the strongest typhoons on record struck the Philippines, forcing hundreds of thousands from their homes and knocking out power and communications in several provinces. But the nation appeared to avoid a major disaster because the rapidly moving typhoon blew away before wreaking more damage, officials said.


      Weather officials said ‘Yolanda’ had sustained winds of 235 kph (147 mph) with gusts of 275 kph (170 mph) when it made landfall. By those measurements, ‘Yolanda’ would be comparable to a strong Category 4 hurricane in the U.S., nearly in the top category, a 5.




These are the aftermath of the tragedy, many lives were taken away, properties and livelihoods were destroyed, children were orphaned, corpses are strewn everywhere and many are still missing. I believe that as a Filipino "God gives His toughest battles to His strongest soldiers." and that the Filipinos are the only people who could continue living their lives despite of all devastations and problems given by God.

W could see the agony  in the eyes of the victims of super typhoon Yolanda. The devastation really cause havoc to  millions of our countrymen in Visayas. It costs a lot of tears, sorrow and misery among our fellowmen. We could see the agony in her eyes, but whats important is the spirit of hope and faith.

As a Filipino we should really help hand in hand, through relief efforts and especially prayers for the souls of those passed away and for our mourning countrymen. I am so glad that everyone all around the world are really exerting their efforts just to send relief goods, donations and even prayers for the survivors. This is a good sign and the best thing that happened maybe in the sense that people are really generous to give all and provide what are the needs of the victim to start again and begin with a whole new life. 

All groups, celebrities and even ordinary people are really working hard to initiate different projects so that they could send any amount of money or donations in kind so that they could help in their own little ways. And as an ordinary student, I and my friends already helped repacking goods at the ABS-CBN compound here in General Santos City, we also had fund raising that we will also donate to the victim of the super typhoon. Let us always remember that the only way that we could be worthy of our blessings is through sharing especially in this kind of situation that it is our countrymen who are in need.

Bangon Pilipinas!

-Chaeny Lim-

(PS: i dont own any of the pictures)


Wednesday, October 2, 2013

You're the man!


Amaaaaazing huge burger for four. Delicious!

 Handsome, smart, kind, outrageous, sweet, humorous & lovable, these are why I wont hesitate spending my lifetime with him. 
 He was once the man of my dreams, but not anymore, he is now my man in reality. Who would be luckier if God realize your dream guy, like making this specific guy posses all the qualities I wanted my man to have and molded into one person. 


 He is the one who treated me so well. He is the most gentle loving guy I know, its like Ive known him a lifetime because I'm so comfortable with him, I could do things that I usually and normally do with my friends, I've been so natural and I dont have to act like somebody else trying to please him because he makes me feel that I dont need to do so. 





 I will never get tired of hearing him say " Iloveyou ", nor getting tired of feeling his awesome love. 



 After we both had a long day at school, we wandered for a while and grabbed a bite at Drift Shift. Cool and refreshing environment because it is not the typical restaurant the chairs are built from car parts and the best part is that they have really delicious foods! 
Haaaay, another day well spent with him (though everyday is extra special when he is around), welcome to the legit world baby hahahaha. ;)

I love you so much, let us study harder, lets be healthy, we cant die young. Happy birthday! 


-chaeny-
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Dilemma //


I’m really afraid of losing things I know I own, there are a lot of things I whisper through the air wishing air could just blow it away. Things I wish will never happen. There are things that we treasure and we value so much, and in giving so much love to these things we are ready to sacrifice everything even our own happiness, pride and freedom. I’m ready to suffer any pain, just to make sure that it will not be someone I love who will suffer from it.

Moments somehow help us to be stronger, but sometimes no matter how hard I try not to see things in a different way. it’s just me, I can’t blame myself for being like this,  though denying this feeling is not a problem but everytime things like this happen I really don’t like the things I am thinking about or the even the way I think. Even though I already feel this and trying to ignore this is not easy and painful, I’m really trying to endure it all alone because I don’t want you to suck at understanding me because I myself believes that I’m really unpredictable, I may act the opposite of what I’m really thinking. 

I know I seem to mess things up, but instead of helping me regain myself and fix all the mess you're helping me mess up, I actually think, you love messing up too. I hate to deny what I feel because I don’t want you to feel bad about yourself, I mean I don’t want you to think that you are the problem, because honestly I know, I am. I’m too bad, not to trust you. That’s why for you not to think about it, I keep what I feel to myself and pretend that I’m okay even though I’m friggin not okay.

"Never give up." This is what it should be, because I know we feel the same. But I’m in turmoil most of the times trying to think what is happening is too much that I already need space and that this should end as soon as possible, but all of the people around is enough pressure for me not to think that way. It’s just a sort of paranoia which is really not good. I hate to think about losing things, really.

Im still confused if Im supposed to tell things to people.
To tell or not to tell?

-chaeny-

Monday, August 19, 2013

GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN//

(Im the fourth girl from the right ;)
Presenting the candidates for Miss MSU 2013. This was right after our guesting at MUS. 
 I looked quite awkward with my mouth. Haha!


 How to dance? Close your eyes at times and  feel it. Hahahaha!

 From the right is me, Johanna and Bea (my sisters by height haha). Love them both! 
 (I talk a lot. Really)

 IML Resort at Maasim, Saranggani Province, where we had our photoshoot for our playsuit. The place is just so awesome, perfect for GHOHOL. :)




(kinda sarcastic smile)
 (Kuya Jay-r, Ian and Me)
Im glad I'm with there team. Hands-on hairdresser ,choreographer and friends. :)

Miss MSU 2013 Pre-pageant will be on August 27 and the Grand Coronation Night will be on September 1 at MSU Gymnasium. Im really praying for the success of this event. Anyway, I'm enjoying every part of this journey my new friends and new fun stuffs we've done and we will do soon. I know life is not all about winning pageants, its just part of enjoying my college life. In the end of the day what will matter is the experiences the new friends I've earned and most especially is my grades. Hahaha! (Real talk) 

Thats all for now
Love lots,
❤ Chaeny ❤


Thursday, August 1, 2013

NARCISSISTIC//


We could be happy by ourselves but we will be happier if we have someone to share it with.



It was years ago, when I remember I was so happy and carefree and not conscious and that I know someone will still love me despite of my flaws and imperfections. Maybe once in our lives, there will come a person that will change your life unexpectedly. I mean that time that when I was so happy and contented being with my friends then there he was trying so hard, and I was like "Who are you?" As a respect to his texts, I still replied to his messages. Until that time came when he didn't text me for couple of days and that the time I realized that, I....


Time came, when I really felt sorry for being so cold and insensitive at times that pushed him (maybe) to stop texting me. As I remember I sent a GM and he did the same thing that made us clear things up. Many things happened along the way, there was even a BIG fight, but not that big  to give everything up. Time is flying so fast and everything is so normal but sincere...


 (We looked for a mirror so that we could take a picture together, because we have the same shoes. SWEG HAHAHA )


 Now we are really happy spending time and money together (hahahahahahahahaha). We play table tennis at Shakir right after classes when we dont have quizzes or exams the following day, or if not we talk about things while roaming around the mall and I end up hungry and then when we will eat (a lot sometimes haha), then take pictures together then upload it (on ig, fb or twitter with hashtag mondate, tuesdate, wednsedate, thursdate, fridate, saturdate, sundate,  or everydate) 

Yes, maybe narcissism is a personality disorder but acting like a complete retard with someone is the most romantic I could imagine. Since most of us claims that we are vain or crazy I hope you will get me right. 

lots of love
chaeny
xxx

Monday, May 27, 2013

THEN I WOULD BE SO FREE


               You know I’m really in need of blogging things and stuffs and feelings right now. Things are just going clearer in a way they are happening so vague. I don’t know if I should stop being so kind to the people who abuse my kindness, you know I don’t want to act so kind and pretend to like a person who secretly hates me and who keeps making rumours about me. I know I don’t deserve to be hated, like, I’m not a popular girl in school  who have their haters because people couldn’t just accept the fact that they can’t be like them. You know, talking about a person makes them more popular whether you accept the fact or not you’re hating them because you can’t be like them, it’s either she’s prettier, smarter, taller, skinnier, fairer, popular, a class favorite, a public figure, or whatsoever. Whether you’re talking bad or good things about a person you’re making him/her famous and it makes you look more of a hater a bitter hater  and if I’ll be the one who’s listening to you it will make me think that you really are jealous to that person because you’re making other people believe about negative things about the person who is a lot better than you that she/he is someone who doesn’t deserve to be admired which DOESN’T make you a better person, which doesn’t make you prettier, smarter, or Filipina in a way that when you backstab someone whom you think is a flirt it will make you be a preserved Filipina lady.  Whether you’re talking bad or good things behind my back it’s making me famous whatever what would people think, and with that you’re making me a favor.



                        I’m not angry, I’m just sad. You know I could be really sarcastic to my friends because if I do it just proves that I’m comfortable being with them, but I’m that kind of friend that would defend & help you in times of trouble I may not be there always but I won’t never let you down. If I’m your friend expect that I won’t talk behind your back because I don’t consider myself to be your friend if I’m not worth to be your friend as simple as that. I could hate what my friends hate, because they’re my friends, but despite of that I don’t consider myself hating people for a purpose like for making other person look you down because you’re that high and I’m just these so I should talk behind you so people will not like you.

                     I’m a friend who loves to be loved, who loves to be with a friend when I feel that that particular friend of mine loves me too. I don’t want fights, it makes me feel unwanted that’s why as much as possible instead of giving attention to those bad things done to me by my friend and make a big deal out of it that will obviously and eventually create a gap between me and my friend I will really try to clear things up. I hate being pushed to my limits, because I hate being angry to a friend.

                I hope people should be brave as much as they sound so fierce and true and angelic (as they think) when they back stab a person. They should be brave enough to tell it directly to that certain person they’re talking about. Because if that person keeps saying things indirectly it’s a hundred percent sure you’re hatin’ because they’re rollin. I don’t want to sound bad in telling you about these, I just want to burst out. I don’t hate that person for not liking me but I hate that person for not telling it to me directly. When you don’t like someone you don’t have to share that to the whole wide world, you could just keep that keep that to yourself if you don’t have enough courage to tell it directly to the person. You just can’t hate a person because you’re jealous, but if you do, keep it to yourself.

                     Im thankful because I have my friends who’s there, whenever I’m bad. You know guys, there is no such fake friend because is shes fake well then, shes not your friend. We are not born  to please people, so we don’t have to change ourselves for people to like us, we don’t have to fit in always. Remember, we are made different from each other, that’s why we need to love and respect our differences.

                  All I want to say is that things should happen the way that would make us happy because no matter hard we try, we cant please people. Whether you’ve done a good or a bad thing people will make an issue against you, out of it and second I wanna say,  I love my friends very much that I couldn’t just get angry to them. I know as for now, things will be as normal as usual. As casual as before. I know this time I spent time explaining myself to no one but to you who’s reading this. They said I should ignore the things that makes me sad, but not this time. Not an issue with a person who has a special spot in my heart. You know I love you, I do. I hope I didn’t worsen the things that were supposed to be ignored. Now I’m happy because I don’t have to suffer the burden that was not supposed to be taken too seriously. Im thankful I shared this to you and you listened. I hope we’re fine. I love you.

Truly yours,
Chaeny 


xx

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

2 MILLION SONGS ABOUT LOVE//


      I actually don't know why I'm making this post, I just saw these picture of Charlie the guy in "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" on tumblr. I thought we're all the same, I might not be a wallflower like him who's trying to participate but I want to be happy, because Im sad. I tend to be okay at times even though Im really not. I know it's pretty normal but I know what I feel is vague. I dont know what and I dont know why so.








    I've been digging up my dashboard in tumblr and all I've seen is pictures of couples who seemed to feel so infinite, they look so perfect and in love. I've been thinking why guys these days are drowning with there pride, I mean they assume that girls know that they like them, that is why they are not telling it anymore to the girl they think they love. And here we are the girls, who dont want to assume, we dont treat boys the way they want us to treat them. And in the end the guy will tell the girl that she is just so plain stupid and numb not to know that he loves her. And the girl will get mad for not telling it to her right away. Why? The same old wasted love stories.  


This is to describe what my love life is. I dont have one though. Haha!
The lights are fading, so am I. I wish to be fine soon.

Cxx



Saturday, March 23, 2013

ITS NORMAL NOT TO BE HAPPY//



    I've been so sad these past few days. I really don't know why. I've got a perfect circle of friends and family but I know sometimes being sad is just fine. I made a playlist for all the sad people people who want torture themselves even more with sad music. 

 Ice - Lights 
▲ Fix You-Coldplay 
▲ Paradise-Coldplay 
 Everytime-Britney Spears 
▲ Houndini-Foster The People 
 The Lonely - Christina Perri 
 Beautiful People - Cher Lloyd 
 Blame It On The Rain - He Is We 
▲ The Day You Said Goodnight- Hale 
 ▲ The One That Got Away (Acoustic) - Katy Perry 
 Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want - The Smiths 


Boo for the sad songs and Hooray for the triangles. They always seem to make your blog 182974475 times cooler than it actually is!  

For all the sad people like me, you'll be fine soon. x




Sunday, February 24, 2013

Stuck in the other side of the paradise//







































             Every second was breath taking, I mean I'm nervous but the excitement over-weighed the tension in my body because I knew being nervous won't help me at all . From the production number, sports attire, evening gown until the question and answer portion. I'm not breathing. I'm happy, I'm shaking, I'm excited, I'm determined. I was breathing harder when I survived and I was one of the Final three candidates vying for the crown and fortunately I survived the final question and answer portion. Its really a tough round. Pheww.  It was February 20 when I was crowned as the Miss Physical Education 2013 at Mindanao State University, I was awarded as Best in Sports Attire, Best in Evening Gown, Best in Interview and I also got the People's Choice Award. It is really a life changing experience not only because I got the title and the crown but because I earned new circle of friends. The support from my brilliant friends was just so overwhelming, even though they are under the different professors they showed there full support for me, I've got the best supporters in town that night. Massive thanks to all the people behind my success. Lots of love.  xx