Thursday, August 1, 2013

NARCISSISTIC//


We could be happy by ourselves but we will be happier if we have someone to share it with.



It was years ago, when I remember I was so happy and carefree and not conscious and that I know someone will still love me despite of my flaws and imperfections. Maybe once in our lives, there will come a person that will change your life unexpectedly. I mean that time that when I was so happy and contented being with my friends then there he was trying so hard, and I was like "Who are you?" As a respect to his texts, I still replied to his messages. Until that time came when he didn't text me for couple of days and that the time I realized that, I....


Time came, when I really felt sorry for being so cold and insensitive at times that pushed him (maybe) to stop texting me. As I remember I sent a GM and he did the same thing that made us clear things up. Many things happened along the way, there was even a BIG fight, but not that big  to give everything up. Time is flying so fast and everything is so normal but sincere...


 (We looked for a mirror so that we could take a picture together, because we have the same shoes. SWEG HAHAHA )


 Now we are really happy spending time and money together (hahahahahahahahaha). We play table tennis at Shakir right after classes when we dont have quizzes or exams the following day, or if not we talk about things while roaming around the mall and I end up hungry and then when we will eat (a lot sometimes haha), then take pictures together then upload it (on ig, fb or twitter with hashtag mondate, tuesdate, wednsedate, thursdate, fridate, saturdate, sundate,  or everydate) 

Yes, maybe narcissism is a personality disorder but acting like a complete retard with someone is the most romantic I could imagine. Since most of us claims that we are vain or crazy I hope you will get me right. 

lots of love
chaeny
xxx